Books

So I have been writing my first book for three years. I have been in a book group for almost the same. I love reading but I keep getting stuck writing so I continue reading more books in hopes that it will jumpstart my brain and get the juices flowing again. I have ideas for three other books but I am determined to finish my first one before I start a second or third. I have learned about and read some really great series due to the book group I'm in. One day I hope to be on the shelves with all of the other great authors.

Life's Goals for 2013

My life goals for this year.
1. To weigh 133 by my 33rd bday
2. To be able to run non stop 2 miles
3. To raise two wonderful boys
4. To be arm candy for my hubby (I secretly want to be the girl other girls hate because I have a toned body and they wished they could be married to my gorgeous hubby that I claimed as my own 13 years ago)
5. To be a size 6 if I can't drop 50lbs

Questions unanswered

So how do you get out the questions you really want to ask? How do you get someone to truly believe you even if you have said I'm sorry a thousand times over? How do you calm your nerves and your fears? How do you believe your love will last forever with so many bad things happening in the world today? How do you tell someone you feel like your life is slipping away without people thinking your crazy? How do you ease your fears of the captain's car showing up at your door someday?

Question of the Day

Ok here is the question of the day for tomorrow...... What have I done today to make either myself or someone else Life better today? Would you give up your seat so a pregnant woman or a young child could sit down today? Would you let a mom with a screaming child who is not feeling well cut in line in front of you to help her through her stressful day? Would you hand a flower to a complete stranger who you might not know just lost their job or someone they loved? What will you do?

Ok so I have been writing a book for the last two years and I have been stuck for the last couple months. I really want to get it finished but I am so worried that there won't be anyone who likes the storyline.  I have such high hopes and my dream would be to be the next JK or Stephanie but as they say that's just a dream. I think my fear of failure is why I am stuck in this rut. I want to succeed so bad. :-)

Boston Marathon thoughts

Ok so I have come to a new conclusion after reading about the standoff with Boston PD and one of the bombers. All of these terrorist groups are the same exact thing as brain washed cults they only difference is the cults usually kill themselves not others. Honestly how low does yourself esteem have to be to be brainwashed into thinking it is ok to kill innocent people just for the name of some person?